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funny, looking at my best friend of 18 years sometimes, he told me early on that he was with her 50% of the reason for financial security. She comes from a rich family, had a brand new car given to her when she graduated, parents paid for dorms. Yet shes so naive. MY PARENTS DIDNT DO EVERYTHING FOR ME! And she has a cocky *ss attitude to beat. lol I just hear her voice and I get sick lol. A lot of it has to do with the 3rd wheel thing. I used to do a lot of fishing back in the day but not anymore. I dont find fishing any fun by myself either, I used to go with my friends a lot but again not really anymore. Plus if I do wanna do something with my friend, its usually well the wife will be coming along with us, and im like yeah sure whatever even though I think shes a b*tch and she usually starts complaining in doing whatever we are doing, whether it consists of fishing too long, gambling and im asking to borrow money or whatever, shes always nosy into his business, I guess she has the right, shes his wife but she still doesnt reallize im kinda like family in a way, at times I wondered if I was gay or something cuase I had odd feelings specially when there were getting really close. Me and my buddy didint spend time together anymore and I got pretty depressed. Im over all that sh*t now but
Like many time in the past even I still get jealous of the dude. He turns into a big queer around his gfs and now wife. he talks all soft spoken and pretty gay to be honest. Thats why i still keep my eyes centered on being single. I dont want someone running my life, and I dont want someoen supporting me either. Some people will say thats a lonely life but I dont think so. Its an adventerous life.
I find it even more pathetic that my best friend was her first bf and he always would tell her sh*t i know youll never leave me,etc. Me and my buddy still talk a lot about it, hes like shell never leave me dude, and she will always do what I want cause she knows ill ****ing leave her *ss if she pisses me off. IM just like yeah thats great ya know, a stupid ugly broad who was ****ikng loser in high wont ever leave my friend becuase in fact shes a loser even now. My friend has always been the type to never back down even when the truth is in his face, in fact hes pretty ****ing stupid many times, like the other night when i almost knocked him on his *ss during cards. lol I doubt he will ever learn, of coarse he comes from a pretty rough background, mom was married 3 times to different guys, his dads a ****ing wierdo, his step dad who adopted him to be his real birth son is a UFC minor league fighter yeah that says a lot lol.
Everyone tells me that my biggest problem is im way too forward to people, I speak the truth too often if i like someone, and if I dotn like someone i also say that even if it means telling them they are a lazy N* etc etc or whatever, I use a lot of gay racial slurs too because well thats the way I feel towards those types of people, as you can see I dont support liberal social ideas, probably why I dropped my philosophy class dealing with liberal ideas and a liberal teacher to boot this semester. Enough rambling I suppose lol.
funny, looking at my best friend of 18 years sometimes, he told me early on that he was with her 50% of the reason for financial security. She comes from a rich family, had a brand new car given to her when she graduated, parents paid for dorms. Yet shes so naive. MY PARENTS DIDNT DO EVERYTHING FOR ME! And she has a cocky *ss attitude to beat. lol I just hear her voice and I get sick lol. A lot of it has to do with the 3rd wheel thing. I used to do a lot of fishing back in the day but not anymore. I dont find fishing any fun by myself either, I used to go with my friends a lot but again not really anymore. Plus if I do wanna do something with my friend, its usually well the wife will be coming along with us, and im like yeah sure whatever even though I think shes a b*tch and she usually starts complaining in doing whatever we are doing, whether it consists of fishing too long, gambling and im asking to borrow money or whatever, shes always nosy into his business, I guess she has the right, shes his wife but she still doesnt reallize im kinda like family in a way, at times I wondered if I was gay or something cuase I had odd feelings specially when there were getting really close. Me and my buddy didint spend time together anymore and I got pretty depressed. Im over all that sh*t now but
Like many time in the past even I still get jealous of the dude. He turns into a big queer around his gfs and now wife. he talks all soft spoken and pretty gay to be honest. Thats why i still keep my eyes centered on being single. I dont want someone running my life, and I dont want someoen supporting me either. Some people will say thats a lonely life but I dont think so. Its an adventerous life.
I find it even more pathetic that my best friend was her first bf and he always would tell her sh*t i know youll never leave me,etc. Me and my buddy still talk a lot about it, hes like shell never leave me dude, and she will always do what I want cause she knows ill ****ing leave her *ss if she pisses me off. IM just like yeah thats great ya know, a stupid ugly broad who was ****ikng loser in high wont ever leave my friend becuase in fact shes a loser even now. My friend has always been the type to never back down even when the truth is in his face, in fact hes pretty ****ing stupid many times, like the other night when i almost knocked him on his *ss during cards. lol I doubt he will ever learn, of coarse he comes from a pretty rough background, mom was married 3 times to different guys, his dads a ****ing wierdo, his step dad who adopted him to be his real birth son is a UFC minor league fighter yeah that says a lot lol.
Everyone tells me that my biggest problem is im way too forward to people, I speak the truth too often if i like someone, and if I dotn like someone i also say that even if it means telling them they are a lazy N* etc etc or whatever, I use a lot of gay racial slurs too because well thats the way I feel towards those types of people, as you can see I dont support liberal social ideas, probably why I dropped my philosophy class dealing with liberal ideas and a liberal teacher to boot this semester. Enough rambling I suppose lol.
